be patient

huft~
What a day,,,

bner" minggu yang kurang menyenangkan,,,,
menahan amarah demi orang yang bahkan udh ga peduli sama gw..

entah gw harus ngapain,,,,
that too much...




susah nahan marah,,, pas ktm atau liat,,,
gw ksel banget,,,
pengen rasanya kyk dlu,,, ga bsa tahan" marah bgini,,,
ga suka lngsung bilang dan bertindak,,,

tonjok ya tonjok,,,

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i miss that moment,,,
ksel, marah , emosi, benci, sdih,

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udh mulai terbiasa,,, tpi tetap kesel,,,
kalau baca,,,
plis jangan coba-coba menguji kesabaran saya,,,,
udah ga tahan,,,
gatel smua nya,,,,


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boleh ga peduli,,, cuek, pura" gtw, di anggap ga da.
tpi percya lah gw ada,,,
dan msih bisa nahan marah dan bersabar,,,


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16... F*cking emotion,,,,

5 Seconds of Summer - Wherever You Are Lyric

HI,,,it's 12,,,

banyak yang udh terjadi sampe skrng,,,,
this song maybe will explain my feel from last post until today :(

5 Seconds of Summer - Wherever You Are 

For a while, we pretended

That we never had to end it

But we knew we'd have to say goodbye

You were crying at the airport

When they finally closed the plane door

I could barely hold it all inside

 

Torn in two

And I know I shouldn't tell you

But I just can't stop thinking of...

 

You, wherever you are

You, wherever you are

Every night I almost call you

Just to say it always will be you

Wherever you are

I could fly a thousand oceans

But there's nothing that compares to what we had

And so I'll walk alone

Calum and Ashton:

I wish I didn't have to be gone

Maybe you've already moved on

But the truth is I don't want to know

Torn in two

And I know I shouldn't tell you

But I just can't stop thinking of...

You, wherever you are

You, wherever you are

Every night I almost call you

Just to say it always will be you

Wherever you are

You can say we'll be together someday

But nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same

So why can't I stop feeling this way?

Torn in two

And I know I shouldn't tell you

But I just can't stop thinking of...

You, wherever you are

You, wherever you are

Every night I almost call you

Just to say it always will be you

Luke:

Wherever you are

Thanks,,, hope you enjoy,,, ^^

5 Seconds of summer -Amnesia Lyric

Hi...
wanna share my feel with this song,,, hope you all enjoy and understand my feeling,,,


There the Video and the Lyric

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine

And you’re somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you

When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

 

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

 

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

 

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

 

The pictures that you sent me they’re still living in my phone

I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone

All my friends keep asking why I’m not around

 

It hurts to know you’re happy and to face that you’ve moved on

It’s hard to hear your name when I haven’t seen you in so long

It’s like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

 

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

 

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

 

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I’d hold you closer than I ever did before

And you’d never slip away

And you’d never hear me say

 

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

 

cause I’m not fine at all

 

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cause i'm not fine at all,,,,

wish can have an amnesia,,

 and didn't thing bout you again,,,

but i can't,,,

HI December

Hi,,, it's 2 December

welcome december,,,
thas last month in this year,,,
let's make a last month good


what my feeling today....
it's a COMPLICATED
lolz,,,,

dunno what to do with this feeling,,,
every night always think someone who don't want to see me,,,

ahhaha

kalau misal,,, keadaan kita terbalik,,,
apa yang bakal terjadi,,,
apa bakalan kyk bgini,,,,

 huft~

 smoga di sana kamu sehat trus,,,,